These last couple of weeks have been super intense. I felt so many things from stress to anxiety, from happy to sad, from loved to unloved. I know it sounds silly, but I just got tired of feeling. Saying goodbye to your friends is heart breaking and doing this again and again and again is even worst.
How do you prepare yourself for the pain and sadness you know you will have to go thru to say goodbye? I don't know and I think I don't really care anymore. It's like it doesn't feel like they're moving anymore. Everything doesn't look like it is real.
At least, for me, this is my shield - not believing. If I don't think about it, it doesn't exist. So now, I just feel numb.
I don't really know how to feel.
I just prefer not to feel.
Feelings off.
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